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THE SOFT UNDERWORLD

A Full Moon in Pisces Lunar Eclipse Portal

For the woman who has been holding the life, the people, the plans, the feelings, the invisible list, and still has a quiet part of her whispering, there has to be more room for me in here too.

Saturday 29 August
4pm to 8pm
Safety Bay Yacht Club
With Courtney Wilder, Astrologer, Intuitive Guide & death doula for the role you've outgrown and the story you've outlived, the identity that must die before your genius is reborn. 

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You’ve been the one keeping things moving

The family rhythm. The business ideas. The messages. The meals. The appointments. The emotional temperature of the room. The things no one sees until you stop doing them.

You’ve been capable for so long that sometimes even your longing arrives quietly now, as if it does not want to inconvenience anyone.

and yet something in you is asking for more...

More breath. More beauty. More time inside your own body. More pleasure that is not postponed until everyone else is sorted. More moments where you get to hear your own yes before another need lands in your lap.

You might not want to burn your life down

You might love parts of the life you have built

And still, there is a version of you that feels tired of being useful before she is honest

The over-explainer. The peacekeeper. The emotional barometer. The woman who says, “I’ll just do it,” and then wonders why her body feels so far away.

Every eclipse is a small death

A Full Moon in Pisces, meeting a lunar eclipse, is not a gentle nudge. It's a closing. Eclipses don't ask permission, they complete what's already been ending, whether you've had the words for it or not.

I know this passage intimately, in more ways than one.

I trained as a birth doula, I know what it looks like when something fights its way into the world: the noise, the mess, the primal push before the miracle. And I've lived through waves of profound, repeated loss, enough that grief stopped being a visitor and became a language I speak fluently.

So I've spent a long time standing in the room between those two thresholds. Not quite birth. Not quite death. The liminal space where one thing is ending and the next hasn't fully arrived yet.

That's the room I hold for you. I'm not here to rush your ending or manufacture your rebirth on a schedule. I'm here as your anchor at the threshold, holding you steady while the role you've outgrown, the story you've outlived, finally gets to finish dying. So whatever in you is waiting to be reborn actually has room to arrive.

 

CHOOSE YOUR PLACE IN THE CIRCLE

The family rhythm. The business ideas. The messages. The meals. The appointments. The emotional temperature of the room. The things no one sees until you stop doing them.

You’ve been capable for so long that sometimes even your longing arrives quietly, as if it does not want to inconvenience anyone.

and yet something in you is asking for more...

More breath. More beauty. More time inside your own body. More pleasure that is not postponed until everyone else is sorted. More moments where you get to hear your own yes before another need lands in your lap.

You might not want to burn your life down. You might love parts of the life you have built.  And still, there is a version of you that feels tired of being useful before she is honest

The over-explainer. The peacekeeper. The emotional barometer. The woman who says, “I’ll just do it,” and then wonders why her body feels so far away.

The Soft Underworld is for that part of you...

The part that wants to stop making transformation another project to manage.

The part that wants to be fed while she listens.

The part that wants to sit by the ocean, cacao in hand, women around her, chart open in front of her, and remember that her intuition has not gone quiet.

The part that's ready to stop doing her inner work alone in her bedroom at midnight, phone glowing beside her.

There is a different kind of medicine in being in a room with other women, warm drinks, shared food, low light, ocean views, honest words, and enough space to finally hear yourself.

CHOOSE YOUR PLACE IN THE CIRCLE

At a glance

When: Saturday 29 August, 4pm to 8pm 

Where: Safety Bay Yacht Club, with ocean views and free parking

What: An in-person eclipse ritual with cacao, grazing boards, personalised birth chart worksheet, guided soul journey, water ritual, tarot reflection and 14-day integration

Bring: Yoga mat, cushion to sit on, journal, pen and water bottle

Tickets: Free for active Soul Seeker Society members, or $55 to $111 for public tickets

Bring Ya Bestie: $155 for two places in the circle

Birth details due: Monday 24 August, so your personalised worksheet can be prepared

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The room we’ll gather in

Safety Bay Yacht Club sits right by the water, and as the evening begins, the sun will be moving towards the ocean.

You’ll arrive as the light softens, with the grazing table waiting, cacao and tea ready to pour, and your personalised birth chart worksheet set in front of you.

There will be space to breathe, eat, settle, stop performing, and let your shoulders drop.

The sunset. The water. The warm cup in your hands. The women beside you.

A room where your body can remember, I don’t have to do this alone.

I WANT TO BE IN THIS ROOM

Maybe this is where you are

You’ve built a life that holds a lot

Maybe there are people who rely on you, a business or body of work that asks for your energy, a home that never seems to fully reset, relationships that need tending, children or clients or family or community, and a thousand tiny invisible things that only exist because you keep remembering them.

You’re good at sensing what other people need. You’re good at reading the room. You’re good at noticing the shift in someone’s tone, the thing that has not been said, the moment where you need to soften, smooth, explain, organise, fix, prepare, anticipate.

And yet your own body has been speaking too

Maybe in the tightness that arrives before you say yes out of habit. Maybe in the little grief that comes when you realise you have made yourself easy to need, but harder to truly know. Maybe in the flicker of envy when another woman lets herself be seen, rested, adored, supported, expressive, unbothered, well-fed, well-held. Maybe in the quiet ache for more beauty in your everyday life...

More morning light, more ocean frolics, more laughter that is not squeezed between obligations, more conversations where you do not have to shrink the truth down until it becomes convenient. More time with your hands in something beautiful, more moments where pleasure is not treated like a reward for surviving the day.

You may not have the whole sentence yet. You may not know what needs to change. You may still be in the strange middle, where your outside life looks familiar, and your inner world feels like it has started rearranging the furniture at midnight.

A role is loosening, a rhythm is asking to change.

This is the threshold. It doesn't need a five-step plan yet. It just needs a room, some witnesses, and enough softness to let itself be felt.

Ohhh I want that! Take me straight to the deets

What you’ll walk away with

You will leave with more than a beautiful evening.

You will leave with a clearer sense of what this season has been showing you, what your body has been quietly asking for, and what is ready to be released, softened, honoured or cared for differently.

You will leave with your personalised Eclipse Portal worksheet, created from your birth chart, so the astrology feels personal, useful and grounded in your actual life.

You will leave with one simple devotion to carry into the next 14 days, something small enough to live and honest enough to matter.

You will leave with a tarot card charm bookmark as a little talisman for what you heard when you gave yourself space to listen.

And maybe most importantly, you will leave with the feeling of being in a room where your softness, truth, laughter, silence, tears, desire and becoming did not need to be explained away.

I wanna be a part of the village

Why this night matters

You do not need a cosmic event to listen to yourself, but sometimes the sky gives us a doorway.

This eclipse passage may be stirring the parts of you that are ready to be seen, felt, released, reclaimed or softened into a new shape. And when something is already dying inside you, it helps to mark the death, gently, on purpose, in a room built to hold it, rather than let it happen alone, unnoticed, at 11:47pm.

Otherwise, life keeps moving...

The groceries need buying. The messages keep arriving. The laundry reincarnates. 

The insight gets folded back into the noise, and you go back to being the one who holds it all together, while the quiet part of you that was trying to speak gets tucked away for another day.

You were never meant to move through every threshold alone.

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What’s included

Choose your place in the circle

This event has a village pricing model...

There is no better or more worthy ticket.

Every ticket receives the full experience.

Choose the place that feels honest for your current season.

Those in a season of receiving are supported.

Those in a season of overflow help widen the circle.

Those already inside Soul Seeker Society are welcomed as part of the village they already belong to

Because each Eclipse Portal worksheet is prepared personally from your birth details, please book and submit your details by Monday 24 August.

Choose your place in the circle

This event has a village pricing model...

There is no better or more worthy ticket. Every ticket receives the full experience. Choose the place that feels honest for your current season.

Those in a season of receiving are supported. Those in a season of overflow help widen the circle.

Those already inside Soul Seeker Society are welcomed as part of the village they already belong to.

Because each Eclipse Portal worksheet is prepared personally from your birth details, please book and submit your details by Monday 24 August.

Abundant Overflow

$111

Your ticket supports your place in the room and helps open more Receivership Places for women who feel called to attend.

For the woman in a season of overflow who wants to pay it forward and help widen the circle

I'M IN A SEASON OF ABUNDANT OVERFLOW

Villager

$88

The standard place in the circle.

Includes the full four-hour eclipse portal, grazing boards, cacao, tea, personalised birth chart worksheets, guided soul journey, ritual, integration practices, and your tarot card charm bookmark to take home.

I'M A VILLAGER

Receivership Place

$55

These places are limited, the more Abundant Overflow places are claimed, the more Receivership Places can open.

For the woman who feels deeply called to be in the room and is in a season where support matters.

I'M READY TO RECEIVE VILLAGE SUPPORT

Soul Seeker Society Member

FREE*

*You must be an active Soul Seeker Society member at the time of RSVP and on the day of the event. Spots are limited and RSVP is essential.

I'M AN ACTIVE SOUL SEEKER

This evening is for you if…

You’ve been the capable one for so long that receiving support can feel strangely exposing.

You’re craving more beauty, softness, pleasure and breath in your actual everyday life, not just in your journal.

You can feel something shifting, but you do not want to force it into a five-step plan before your body has had a chance to speak.

You’ve been carrying a role, rhythm, relationship pattern, business direction, identity or old way of coping that your body is no longer willing to make comfortable.

You want to understand what this Full Moon is reflecting in your life without needing to become an astrology expert.

You want your inner work to feel less lonely and more alive.

You want to be in a room where you can be quiet without disappearing, emotional without apologising, joyful without explaining, and honest without managing everyone else’s reaction.

You’re tired of outsourcing your knowing to everyone else’s opinions, timelines, strategies, expectations or needs.

You want to leave with one simple devotion you can actually live, not another overwhelming reinvention plan.

You want to remember what your body feels like when it is fed, witnessed, softened, supported and allowed to want more.

You want to be in a room that reminds your nervous system it does not have to hold everything by itself.

I really do want this

Still got questions?

A note from your guide Courtney

I created The Soft Underworld because I know what it is to move through seasons where life changes shape before you have the language for it.

I trained as a birth doula. I know what it looks like when something new fights its way into the world, the noise, the mess, the primal push before the miracle arrives. And I've lived through waves of profound, repeated loss,  enough that death stopped being a stranger and became something I understand from the inside.

So I've spent a long time standing in the space between those two rooms. Not quite birth. Not quite death. The threshold where one identity is ending and the next hasn't fully arrived. I call myself a doula for death and rebirth, because that's genuinely where I live, and it's the exact terrain of an eclipse.

I was born under a Pisces Full Moon, with my Sun in Virgo and my Moon in Pisces, so this exact axis lives in my body. The part of me that can see the patterns, name the details, hold the structure, make the invisible useful. And the part of me that feels everything, dreams deeply, moves with grief, swims in intuition, and knows that sometimes the most honest thing we can do is stop trying to control the tide.

I am not here to tell you who to become. I'm here to be your anchor at the threshold, holding you steady while the role you've outgrown, the story you've outlived, quietly finishes dying, so the version of you that you've always sensed but couldn't quite access finally has room to be reborn.

I believe in village, because I've seen what happens when women stop doing their inner work in isolation. When one woman tells the truth, another woman's body remembers she's allowed to tell the truth too. When one woman lets herself receive, someone else realises she can unclench her jaw and take the cup of tea.

That is the kind of space I know how to hold. Human. Warm. Deep. Beautiful. Fed. Held. Alive.

See you inside

A note from your guide Courtney

I created The Soft Underworld because I know what it is to move through seasons where life changes shape before you have the language for it.

The endings that rearrange you. The grief that lives in the body. The quiet moments where you realise you cannot keep holding yourself, your people, your work, your healing, your becoming, in the same old way and still call it living.

And I know this particular moon language intimately... I was born under a Pisces Full Moon, with my Sun in Virgo and my Moon in Pisces, so this exact axis lives in my body. The part of me that can see the patterns, name the details, hold the structure and make the invisible useful. And the part of me that feels everything, dreams deeply, moves with grief, swims in intuition and knows that sometimes the most honest thing we can do is stop trying to control the tide.

This is why I feel so devoted to holding this portal. I know both sides.

The woman trying to make meaning. And the woman learning to surrender. The part that wants a plan. And the part that knows healing often arrives through water, dreams, tears, ritual, softness and being held.

My work lives at the meeting place of astrology, intuition, embodiment, ritual, shadow work, storytelling and self-trust. I use astrology as a mirror. Tarot as a doorway. Ritual as a way of helping the body understand what the soul already knows.

I am not here to tell you who to become... I am here to hold a space where you can hear yourself more clearly. The part beneath the noise. The part beneath the fixing. The part beneath the old story. The part that has survived endings before and still knows how to become.

I believe in village because I have seen what happens when women stop doing their inner work in isolation. When one woman tells the truth, another woman’s body remembers she is allowed to tell the truth too. When one woman lets herself receive, someone else realises she can unclench her jaw and take the cup of tea. When one woman stops making her desire so reasonable, the room gets a little more honest.

That is the kind of space I know how to hold. Human. Warm. Deep. Beautiful. Fed. Held. Alive.

See you inside

There is a place for you in the room

If something in your body softened while reading this, listen to that.

If a part of you thought, “I need this” before your mind started calculating whether you’re allowed to need anything, listen to that too.

You do not have to arrive certain. You do not have to arrive fixed. You do not have to arrive with the perfect words.

Come with the part of you that is tired of treating her own needs like the optional extra.

Come with the part of you that wants to be fed, witnessed and returned to herself.

On Saturday 29 August, we gather in The Soft Underworld to close the passage together.

To listen. To release. To remember. To receive. To return. Together.

Spots are limited because this is an intimate in-person circle, and each Eclipse Portal worksheet is prepared personally from your birth details. Please book by Monday 24 August so your worksheet can be created for you.

There is a place for you in the circle.

See you in circle

There is a place for you in the room

If something in your body softened while reading this, listen to that.

If a part of you thought, “I need this,” before your mind started calculating whether you’re allowed to need anything, listen to that too.

You do not have to arrive certain. You do not have to arrive fixed. You do not have to arrive with the perfect words.

Come with the part of you that is tired of treating her own needs like the optional extra. Come with the part of you that wants to be fed, witnessed and returned to herself.

On Saturday 29 August, we gather in The Soft Underworld to close the passage together.

To listen. To release. To remember. To receive. To return. Together.

Spots are limited because this is an intimate in-person circle, and each Eclipse Portal worksheet is prepared personally from your birth details. Please book by Monday 24 August so your worksheet can be created for you. There is a place for you in the circle.

See you in circle